Sorry My Blog's Been So Lame Lately

Seriously, I'm sorry. Even I'm depressed looking at it. I don't have much to be funny about this week. I've spent about $200 total on stuff for a baby that I don't even have proof exists. I'm starting to feel like she's my imaginary baby that my own psychosis made up. For a moment, I panicked at the thought that maybe I had dreamed the whole thing. After all, no one was here to witness the phone conversation with the social worker. But that thought passed when I realized that I do have proof I'm not crazy in the form of an email Mateo's old social worker sent me when she heard about the situation. So, I am sane again, though I don't much feel like it. Still no news about the baby. Not even a "Hello, I know you're waiting so patiently and have spent countless hours and money on a baby you haven't even seen, I appreciate that you are so willing to be flexible with this process so just hang tight cause we're still working on stuff on this end and we haven't forgot about you." That would be nice, but I suppose it's asking too much to even send a one line email. Anyway, enough cynicism about my life. I know people who are way worse off. I just needed to apologize and let my faithful readers know that I'll have more upbeat funny things to blog about soon. I promise. Maybe even tomorrow. :)