Monday, March 23, 2009

Sorry My Blog's Been So Lame Lately

Seriously, I'm sorry. Even I'm depressed looking at it. I don't have much to be funny about this week. I've spent about $200 total on stuff for a baby that I don't even have proof exists. I'm starting to feel like she's my imaginary baby that my own psychosis made up. For a moment, I panicked at the thought that maybe I had dreamed the whole thing. After all, no one was here to witness the phone conversation with the social worker. But that thought passed when I realized that I do have proof I'm not crazy in the form of an email Mateo's old social worker sent me when she heard about the situation. So, I am sane again, though I don't much feel like it. Still no news about the baby. Not even a "Hello, I know you're waiting so patiently and have spent countless hours and money on a baby you haven't even seen, I appreciate that you are so willing to be flexible with this process so just hang tight cause we're still working on stuff on this end and we haven't forgot about you." That would be nice, but I suppose it's asking too much to even send a one line email. Anyway, enough cynicism about my life. I know people who are way worse off. I just needed to apologize and let my faithful readers know that I'll have more upbeat funny things to blog about soon. I promise. Maybe even tomorrow. :)

7 comments:

Crystal and Bryan said...

I totally know what you mean. We have spent countless $$$ on baby and toddler gear for whatever placement(s) we get, and not one single call in 7 months. I'm starting to get frustrated.

Dawnelle said...

Baby girl has already been born, right? What would be taking so long, do you know?

Rachel said...

Hang in there! It will all be worth it when you have her in your arms.

mayhem said...

Seems pretty understandable that you would feel a little nuts! How frustrating not to even get an update... Hang in there...

Adopting1Soon said...

Cheez... check out all these supportive comments...You think YOU'RE bad off??? Check out my bused ass seed tray and get back to me!



(TKICYCT!!)

(totally kidding in case you couldn't tell)

Overwhelmed! said...

Hope that baby girl finds her way to you quick! Hang in there.

los cazadores said...

I hear ya, girl. There was an extended period of time when, let's just say, we didn't hear a peep from professionals who had our paperwork (lives) in their possession. :)

I understand your feelings. BTW, your blog's not a tad boring and I love that bottom pic of Mateo at the fountain. Presh!

Cindy